So I went on Marianas trench website to see when they would have a concert near Windsor and guess what they are doing a concert with Simple Plan, All Time Low and these kids wear crowns, and its on the day after my birthday. This would Probably be the BEST birthday present ever because 1. I have never been to a concert, and no last year’s E3 concert did not count cause I was working it not there to enjoy it. 2. I love both Simple Plan and Mariana’s Trench and have wanted to see both of them. 3. I know everyone says that some how this music talks about how I feel, but I know that I can say that from the bottom of my heart that their music speaks to me and helps me to understand what im feeling, especially since I prefer to hide my feelings.
This video hurts my soul. There is a difference between “a spanking” and outright beating a child. I’ve never made a video about this, but watching this brings back a lot of hatred of my childhood. Judge William Adams needs to go to jail for this sort of child abuse that was a common occurrence according to his daughter.
The same thing would happen to me as a child. My parents were divorced and my mom had massive anger problems. She always knew I loved my dad more and it infuriated her. One time in particular I got “caught” talking to my dad on the phone even though my mom had banned me from speaking with him. She was furious. She whipped off her belt and just went to town. Legs, arm, neck, and back (Much like Judge Adams). Its one of the reasons I find it hard to love her. But the one silver lining that I take away from it is I will never beat my child. I will never be any of the terrible things my mom was. I’ve never shared that before.
So in the past few days I have grown a lot. I am currently single, we were no longer happy so we decided to just be friends. We are still going to be roommates, and we will deal with everything. You can say it’s unhealthy but to be honest this is probably the healthiest thing I have ever done, I have accepted it, have not cried and I’m holding my head up high and smiling like never before. Please no saying sorry to hear that or anything I’m still happy and gonna do my thing
So i went camping for the very first time and loved it, can’t wait to go back but this time maybe with less kids and crying babies. i had so much fun except for the storm other than that so much fun. And now that I’m home i have gotten new that i got a job at the uwsa used bookstore cant wait to start work on thursday.